Contemporary art show, multimedia performance. Obsession transforms you into a very sad and choleric person.
Some have an implosion. You cannot exteriorize your feelings, at a subconscious level there sometimes begins a self-destructing process, you make bad decisions, you surround yourself with the wrong, narcissistic people, you do stuff that you do not like, you humiliate yourself, you self victimize, you cannot stop crying for weeks on end, your mind is an endless loop of scenarios, words, possible scenes going on over and over again until you wake up in the morning, in the kitchen, in the shower, in the pub, at the market and you dream you are flirting with someone else.